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16 October 2011, Sunny.

I went back to the place where we used to be. I can't face anyone, not even myself. I lost you, even as a friend. I don't know if I should go on living like this. Everything would come to an end if I'm gone, I don't want to face it. I can't.

Lying on the bed, half awake. I stared hard into the white and plain ceiling. All I see is you. I miss you. Sometimes I tried to close my eyes and try to stop whatever that I'm thinking. But true enough, I never succeeded. I went for a run today, a really vigorous one. I sprinted from my house to the place where we used to be. Everything came back into my mind. I saw the image of you and me, together like how we always. I closed my eyes and ran past that place. I don't want to remember anything. It's okay if i were to get into an accident, then I would be able to forget everything. I don't even want to remember who I am. .

回想着过去,我无法面对今天的我.我们所拥有的一切却一直停留在我的脑海里. 有时候, 我错了. 有时候, 是我太小气. 我一直认为这一切都是你所造成的. 但今天, 我所看到的都是小气, 自私,一直都在无理取闹的我.我错了, 你也累了. 但我却无能为力, 请你原谅我. 给我一次的机会, 让我爱护你, 守护着你. 我知错了, 对不起. 我爱你.