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18 October 2011, Rainy.

You were the first person who came into my mind upon revealing my eyes, I can never erase you from my mind, not that I don't want to, I can bring myself to. I miss you, but how am I supposed to let you know, you can't see the pain in me. I tried to be as happy when it comes to you. As I looked through the photos that we took together, I felt like letting everything. Baby, I really need you back, I felt like getting out of this place, get up to the roof and jump down. Everything will be over. I know it's stupid, but I need you desperately. It's killing me.

It's raining heavily out there, it just happens to remind me of you again. Baby, don't get caught in the rain, I'll be your umbrella if you don't have one. As I gazed out into the stormy clouds, it totally explain my feelings. Melancholy smeared across my face as I faced down to look for you, knowing that I will feel worse if I saw you.

I miss your presence, I miss walking you home, I miss walking to school with you, I miss you putting your head on my shoulder, I miss your scent, I miss sitting next to you, I miss your smile, I miss your voice, I miss how the way you react to everything I say. I miss you a lot baby. I'm so sorry. Give me one more chance, I promise you. I won't let you worry anymore. I promise.