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22 October 2011, Cloudy.

I often ask myself , 'what's the point of waiting?' I have thought over about it several times, and I've finally got an answer. he w

Love is not about how much I gave you, it's not about how lovely we are. For everything that I give, I only thought of you being happy. But I realised that what I did made you more upset, and the worst thing is that you told me many times and still it kept repeating. I'm sorry, really sorry. Now that I've realised everything, it's too late.

Sometimes you tried to avoid the problems of our relationship, you tried to make our conversation more lively, but I kept on talking about the problems. You're tired, already. I'm really sorry, I should have realise it earlier.
I am waiting, I am waiting for a chance to make up for my mistakes, to treat you better. I love you, because you gave in your everything for our relationship, you always think of me, you made me feel your love, you gave me all that I needed. But it's just me, I saw the other side, I thought I was the one doing all these, and now that I realised that you were actually the one.You gave me so many chances, I didn't cherish them, day by day, our fights got worse, to the point that we can't salvage our relationship anymore.

I really have learnt from my mistakes, I really need you there like how you were. I'm am really sorry, but no matter how many times I were to apologise, it can never make up for the mistakes that I've made. Baby, please come back to me, I will wait for you.